God Damn

That's all, just what the title says. I was so tired, so around 12:45ish I turned off my ringer to go to sleep. No matter what, I couldn't. I tried and tried, but couldn't. Half an hour later I get up and look - MISSED CALL. Called him back and go figure, no answer. Then guess who calls an hour later. He can't sleep either, but knows what will solve that. I just got home. My life is so ridiculous and I love every minute of it. Remember that book JohnRoss says I am supposed to be writing? Yep, look at this as me simply gaining more material to include later on. Trust me, this "research" is well worth the effort. Plus we drank some Hennessy and sat outside smoking for a while. Yeah, I smoke like a chimney, blow me. As an old friend would say, "It's my body and if I want to treat it like shit, that's my business".

Know what else I love? Lily Allen. Shelly and I were driving today and she said this song reminder her of me, you can figure out why (she says it's cuz I like to drink and fight bitches):

"Friday Night" - Lily Allen
Ooooooooooo
Ooooooooooo

Friday night last orders at the pub
Get in the car and drive to the club
There's a massive crowd outside so we get in to the queue
It's quarter past 11 now we won't get in till quarter to

It's quarter to and we get to the front
Girl on a guest list dressed like a cunt
She asked security to check in my shoes
You can play this game with me but you know you're gonna lose

Looked me up and down
I don't make a sound
There's a lesson that I want you to learn
If you're gonna play with fire then you're gonna get burned

Don't try and test me cos you'll get reaction
Another drink and I'm ready for action
I don't know who you think you are
But making people scared wont get you very far

Ooooooooooooo
Ooooooooooooo

In the club make our way to the bar
Good dancing love but you should of worn a bra
Guy on the mike and he's making too much noise
There's these girls in the corner wanting attention from the boys

I see these girls and they're shouting through the crowd
Don't understand why they're being really loud
They make their way over to me
They try to push me out the way
I'll push her back, she looks at me and says
What you tryna say?

Looked me up and down
I don't make a sound
There's a lesson that I want you to learn
If you're gonna play with fire then you're gonna get burned

Don't try and test me cos you'll get reaction
Another drink and I'm ready for action
I don't know who you think you are
But making people scared wont get you very far

Don't try and test me cos you'll get reaction
Another drink and I'm ready for action
I don't know who you think you are
But making people scared wont get you very far

Oooooooooooooo
Oooooooooooooo

Pretty groovy, huh? She kicks ass. And now I can finally say I am ready to sleep. Thanks goodness I have me some good ol' sleep therapy, or I'd be awake for hours.